ArtRage for IPad. Perfect. Right at my finger tips. There was no paint or brush within reach, just my iPad and the only digital paint medium that offers immediacy. Very appropriatelyly named, the app helped quiet the storm that blew through driving pellets of blue tears as waves of body fluids gushed from my wound. Had this pouring out of fears and pain been done in paint, I would have done some controlled runs with thinning medium leaving Good Paint Chemistry to the likes of Ralph Mayer. I didn't give a shit about good chemistry. I wanted to scream out the anguish. It is too sad, we don't have a brush when we need one. Time pacifies and art is lost.